Of late i am not getting a good sleep. I get only disturbed sleeps and used to have many lengthy dreams. The sleeps are very shallow that I could remember every single scene of the dream when I wake up. Finally when i reconstruct all those scenes I could imagine how long I have been dreaming and all that time I have had only half slept. I have become a semi sleeper. Disturbed sleep in the night means I feel sleepy during the day too. Even when i am doing something I doze off.
Worse, I don't even know if I am sleeping right now. How do I know that I am not typing this in my dream. I know i am not sleeping and not dreaming, but it is possible that i am feeling so being in my dream. Of course i could slap myself and feel the pain. But again, i could be dreaming as if i am feeling slapped, as I have felt being hurt and cried a few times in my dream. I think there is a way.. Dreams do not produce anything real, so the only way to test this, is to return tomorrow and open this page to see if there is anything. Wait a minute, what if i return tomorrow again in dream?
Oh my God, now i am really worried... what if this whole of my life is just a dream? what if we live for not just 60 yrs but this whole 60 yrs is just a dream over a single night's sleep of myself? or some one else's? It could be that everyone lives for millions of years(or may be immortal) and their one night sleep just lasts for 50-60 years and we are just characters in their dreams everyday. Sometime us people live shortly, and that might be during their short nap. If this is real, whose dream am I? Should be my own. Well, I dont like this dream - it seems to be a bad dream, let me wake myself and restart the sleep so that I might get a better better life in my next dream - somewhere on a different planet, as some different creature with some different form of life! All I need to do is - the Window!
